i’d fucking love to shift

Haven’t been posting lately. My bad.

Got my rib bruised in karate. So that hurts. It’s tolerable, though.

Made it worse by smoking a bunch of weed this weekend. Made me cough, and coughing fucking hurts. The mini weed-binge wasn’t great, in general. More anxiety, not so much pleasure. Gonna let it go for a year or so, as I had planned.

So, spent way too much money buying weed and pizza and ice cream. Going back to my spartan ways, again and again and again. Keep coming back to it until it becomes continuous.

Been feeling pretty good, in general. Going to apply for a tenure track position here. I’d fucking love to shift some of my time over to research again. Teaching full time for like 5 more years is not an exciting idea.