off the rails with weed again

Well, fuck. I went off the rails with weed again. I did get some work done since my last post, but not very much. I smoked that whole ounce. I had a plan to stop…

reacted chemically with the steel

Lots of action. I’ve been working and not writing. But I will write of it now. I’ve had this idea of throwing some silica gel desiccant packets underneath the sub-floor before sealing it. That way,…

like a fucking wainwright

Zero dollar day. A productive day. First this morning I had to repair my bread-maker. It’s on it’s last leg. I’m not going to buy more bread flour after what I have runs out. I…

pure fucking joy

Spent a lot of money today. First I made several trips to various hardware stores. The big purchase was a Dewalt cordless router. Also got some peel and stick flooring for the living space of…

some is more than none

Got the trailer hitch (mostly) installed. Had to buy a few things–an 18 mm socket, some silicone, and some spray-foam insulation. Likely going to make a major hardware store run tomorrow morning. Turned in my…

just fucking watch me

Teaching online during the Covid crisis turned out to be a lot of work. I fell off the wagon there at the end, first dropping of on my self-care work, then staying high pretty continuously…

a fuckload of work

Lots of stuff to talk about. Going to try to start updating daily again. In the think of the Covid-19 pandemic, teaching from home. Teaching from home is, it turns out, a fuckload of work….

entirely self-structured

Been holed up in quarantine lately, given that I’m about 80 miles out of NYC. Been having a bit of trouble making myself work, which is not great. This is a scenario where my time…

pandemic holiday

The covid-19 pandemic has got all in-person classes cancelled for the rest of the semester. So I’m an online instructor now. And they added another week to spring break. So 2 full weeks of vanwork,…

my own internal dynamics

Yesterday was a hard day. Felt good in the morning, then listened to some Iron and Wine while at work, and fell apart. It was like being reminded of love and tenderness, and coming unraveled…