a different kind of lost weekend

Spent way too much money on take-out food this weekend. I gotta start tracking daily spending more carefully. Depression hit me pretty badly yesterday; didn’t go to Karate, or work on the van. Ended up…

seek and you shall find

I’ve been feeling over-extended lately, with full-time teaching, trying to keep up with my own math, and wanting to write more. And working on the van. I had been thinking about focusing more on writing;…

working on week 2

Spent the first weekend of the semester (Labor Day weekend) extracting the cannabanoids from my old pipes and such so I could eat them and get high and play Witcher 3. It was pretty great….

home again

Back from my travels. Clearly I got no new work done on the site. It was a good trip, largely. Family is a challenge. Time spent out west was good; snorkeling in the kelp (which…

dixie bound

I’ve spent the last two days doing nothing but working on the van; 12 hour days both days, with one food break. And I’ve made good progress. If I don’t hit a rain delay today,…

weekend reading

Been doing better these last few days, but not because the voices have laid off. No, they’re out in force every day, lately. But I’m giving less of a fuck, which is productive. Gotta live…

flashflood

Got the angry crazies today. Woke up OK, then kinda pulled back from a female presence in my head. The rest of the day has been female voices pressing their shitty little feelings of comfort…

joy of work, sorrow of loss

Did some math this morning, and it was wonderful. I’m going through my advisor’s intro book to probability, meant for a first year graduate level course. Much of this is known to me, but in…

overdue update

Hit the weed plant too hard again, and lost some time. Back on it now. Lots of developments. First among them is the fact that I’ve decided to renew the lease on this apartment for…

time keeps on slipping

Hi folks. My LA friend is back in LA, and I’m ridiculously behind on my project. There’s no way I’ll be anywhere near “done” when my lease is up (in about two weeks). I could…