fuck private schools
Lost my damn pocket knife, and I’m paying to replace it. I might put the new on a cord and carabiner so I can clip it to my belt. Benchmade knives ain’t cheap. It’s weird…
Lost my damn pocket knife, and I’m paying to replace it. I might put the new on a cord and carabiner so I can clip it to my belt. Benchmade knives ain’t cheap. It’s weird…
Zero dollar day. My watch died, and I’m tempted to buy a crazy Garmin gps watch to replace it, but I can’t afford that. I’m increasingly concerned that I’ll have to walk away from this…
Zero dollar day. Today was much better. Negative loops were manageable, and I was able to see the sky. Picked back up on meditation today. I think I gotta do that. It brings my after-work…
Today was my first day back on campus after my isolation period, and it was tough. An all around motherfucker of a day. But I held the line. Went back out in the snow to…
Ugh, this apartment is so drafty. Going to pack the windows with the wool insulation that I’ll be using in the van. No more windows till Winter is over. On Saturday I was out of…
I tested positive for fucking Covid. After all the work I put in and all the sacrifices I made, it was a bit disheartening. Rationally I know that my efforts could only shift the probabilities,…
Been spending so much money on Winter gear. I’m pretty well prepared now, though. Might get some more insulated underwear. Got an expensive Canada Goose parka. I wanted that, and it’s got a lifetime warranty….
Made jambalaya right after my last post and gave myself the worst case of food poisoning I’ve ever had. I was shitting myself for a week. Beware the jambalaya of a thousand sorrows. Got some…
Today got difficult after a pretty good start. Had to work late…I don’t like when I have to stay on campus after a late lecture. That got me kinda pissy, but it was manageable. Walking…
Yesterday was hard. Manged to play guitar, then half-assed my writing and workout. (“Anything worth doing is worth doing half-assed.”) I was on campus late, and was proctoring exams all day, which is surprisingly stressful….