despite what the voices tell me

Zero dollar day. Rib is healing nicely. It was a relatively difficult day in terms of mental and emotional health. As is always true of late, it wasn’t anything near as bad as hard days…

i’d fucking love to shift

Haven’t been posting lately. My bad. Got my rib bruised in karate. So that hurts. It’s tolerable, though. Made it worse by smoking a bunch of weed this weekend. Made me cough, and coughing fucking…

gold into garbage

Zero dollar day. Got a check from the uniform cleaning company that backed into my van. So I’ll take the van to the body-shop shortly. Today was a hard day, mental-health wise. As often happens,…

make crypto punk again

Zero dollar day. Got an hour of math done, and cleaned the kitchen. Karate. I like my apartment with the bed lofted. I also like that I can easily walk home from my dojo. No…

not that. not that either.

Had a fairly bad cold, and didn’t want to miss work because another one of our faculty members was missing some days as her father passed away, so people were already double booked. So I…

cute smile

Zero dollar day. I like my karate dojo. All these cute girls that are 1/2 my age keep smiling at me shyly. So that’s good. Got some math done today, but it’s a fucking struggle….

sounds crazy

Spent some money today. Bought some boxer briefs, undershirts, and sweatpants on amazon for like 100 bucks total. And some batteries for for my kubaton flashlight. And a gear bag for karate. I’ll be buying…

van nose goes crunch

bought some toilet paper today. 8$. and somebody backed into my fucking van. so that has to get fixed. I want a bull bar. it’s past my bedtime already.

i’ll sleep when i’m dead

Spent about 50 bucks today putting diesel in the van and air in its tires. Then another 5$ on my thyroid medicine. When I walked out of my apartment building at one point today, I…